February 17th

“Yet whatever gains I had, these I have come to regard as loss because of Christ. More than that, I regard everything as loss because of the surpassing value of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord. For his sake I have suffered the loss of all things, and I regard them as rubbish, in order that I may gain Christ.” Philippians 3:7-8

they are like heirlooms
i collected over the years—
achievements and honors,
titles before and letters after my name,
the applause from others (but
hoping for a standing ovation).
they were my portfolio
my security blanket
they gave me my credibility.
then
you picked up my ledger
where I had recorded each one,
tearing each page out and
putting them into the shredder.
for you measure me
by the simple standard of mercy
your calculator is based more
on grace than any so-called gains.
so—
put the trophies into recycling,
erase the old names like chalk,
for in losing,
i find your heart much closer,
in letting go,
i hold what i will never lose.
everything we call treasure
is valueless compared to you,
as i discover the joy
of losing all i once held dear
as cradle me in your love.

© 2026 Thom M. Shuman

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