i wonder

"That same day Jesus went out of the house and sat beside the lake." Matthew 13:1

what would have happened

if you could have just

sat there watching the waves

and slowly recharging your batteries?

would you have changed any

thing or said something different

if you had been left alone 

to just skip stones 

across the water with only

your thoughts on your mind?

might your friends have understood

the Beloved Community you offered

if they had seen it built 

like sand castles on the shore,

rather hear a parable which

seemed out of place next 

to a lake teeming with fish?

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family

"But to the one who had told him this, Jesus replied, 'Who is my mother, and who are my brothers?'” Matthew 12:48

my mother?

the single woman

juggling school, 2 jobs,

kids (one with disabilities),

the ridicule of neighbors.

my sibling?

the older citizen 

having to go back

to work in their 70's

because the investment firm

misspent their pension.

my grandchildren?

all those young people

demanding, with ever

increasing concern and fear,

a change in how creation is treated.

my family?

every one, any one,

with dreams turned to ashes,

with losses too overwhelming,

with loneliness so unbearable.

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just stop with all the questions

"Just then a lawyer stood up to test Jesus. 'Teacher,' he said, 'what must I do to inherit eternal life?'” Luke 10:25

well,

for starters, we 

might stop obsessing

about the other side

of grace, and share 

justice with others.

we could end all speculating

and notice the folks sitting

on street corners and 

in building doorways, who

are longing for another life.

we can quit thinking

it is all about us and 

our end game and 

come off the bench 

to relieve those who 

are working three jobs.

finally, we could simply

put away all our silly

questions, and get on

with the task of being 

part of the Beloved Community

rather than waiting for it

to fall into our laps.

(c) 2023 Thom M. Shuman

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wordie

"'I tell you, on the day of judgement you will have to give an account for every careless word you utter;'" Matthew 12:36

may my words

never be sticks

which leave welts

on the souls of another

but be used to build

fires where we can sit

and tell stories of hope

as we gorge ourselves

on s'mores and hot chocolate.

may my words

not ever become stones

which build walls between

those i am called to love

but become paving blocks

for us to walk

the paths of peace.

may my words 

always strengthen 

the spirits of others

and

may they not become

the means by which

i tear down myself.

(c) 2023 Thom M. Shuman

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pitted

"I am counted among those who go down to the Pit; 

    I am like those who have no help,
like those forsaken among the dead,
   like the slain that lie in the grave,
like those whom you remember no more,
   for they are cut off from your hand."  Psalm 88:4-5

for all i have tossed aside

as easily as a discarded apple core.

for all whom i slammed a door

(real or imagined) in their face.

for all i have wished 

a life worse than death and

those for whom i would not

offer a shoulder to roll away the stone.

for all whose name i have forgotten

and would not take any medicine

or courses to improve my memory.

and for those i would not

offer a hand to pull to safety,

Lord, 

have mercy on me.

(c) 2023 Thom M. Shuman

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until we are full

"I am the LORD your God, 

   who brought you up out of the land of Egypt.
Open your mouth wide and I will fill it." Psalm 81:10

fill our bitter souls

with words of peace

so we may speak 

healing to those around us.

fill our empty hearts

with endless compassion

so we may whisper kindness

in the ears of the vulnerable.

fill our hollow lives

with grace which has no end

so we may become the friends

the forgotten and lonely need.

fill us . . . 

(c) 2023 Thom M. Shuman

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the butler???

"Listen, I will tell you a mystery!" 1 Corinthians 15:51a

like Sherlock Holmes,

you walk the foggy streets

of our fearful hearts,

identifying our brokenness

by the ashes of our tears

and knowing who we are

simply by examining

the calluses on our souls

and the stubs of the tickets

to Tarshish in our pockets.

yet while all we understand

about the ultimate Mystery

is that our last breath 

will come when we least expect,

you know 

that death met its end

by your abundant grace

in the tomb 

with resurrection love.

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now if

"Now if Christ is proclaimed as raised from the dead, how can some of you say there is no resurrection of the dead?" 1 Corinthians 15:12

now if

we spend so much

time, energy, words,

and ink on paper debating

various theories of THE

death.

now if

we try to figure 

this enigmatic mystery

with biology, logic, 

chemistry or even 

common sense.

now if

we go to the very

edge of faith, and

yet are hesitant 

to take that great leap

(which is really 

a simple step across

a very thin place),

well,

what are we trying to

say?

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but since

"When John heard in prison what the Messiah was doing, he sent word by his disciples and said to him, 'Are you the one who is to come, or are we to wait for another?'” Matthew 11:2-3

but

since you seem 

to expect us to truly

care for the most vulnerable

rather than the most powerful,

since you keep 

pushing us to forgive

more times than there

are fingers on our hands,

since you are so concerned

that we be willing to set aside

our privilege so the poor 

might become haves just like us,

you might not understand

why we often wait for God

to become incarnated in

someone more like us,

someone more to our liking.

(c) 2023 Thom M. Shuman

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rewarded?

"'and whoever gives even a cup of cold water to one of these little ones in the name of a disciple — truly I tell you, none of these will lose their reward.'" Matthew 10:42

what reward

might we expect

when we use up 

so much water for lawns,

pools, 8-headed showers,

while little kids still

must drink from faucets

polluted with all sorts 

of chemicals we can't

even pronounce?

(c) 2023 Thom M. Shuman

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fearless

"'So do not be afraid; you are of more value than many sparrows.'" Matthew 10:31

though the media and public

are Swift to melt down

all the sales and adulation

to turn singers into golden

calves we can worship,

though the knuckleheads

in power cannot seem to govern

themselves much less figure out

how to bring about peace

and justice throughout the world,

though the ranters and mockers

always seem to get the air time

and sound bites denied 

to the angels of compassion,

yet we will not fear

for you value us above

all the knuckleheads,

the ranters and mockers,

the golden calf enablers.

(c) 2023 Thom M. Shuman

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enough!

"Have mercy upon us, O LORD, have mercy upon us, 

    for we have had more than enough of contempt." Psalm 123:3

when we have all

the grudges our souls

can ever hold, show us

how to compost them 

into gardens of grace.

when we have had 

our fill of hate towards other,

plant seeds of love 

deep within us, so they

might become bouquets

of welcome rather than

arrangements at funerals.

when others would show

us the path through the

quicksand of contempt,

take us by the hand

to the detour compassion offers.

(c) 2023 Thom M. Shuman

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loverly

1 Corinthians 13

i can know love 

in every language, but

if i don't give it away,

i am lost in translation.

if i could tell what is

going to happen tomorrow 

or know all the quiz show answers

or am smarter than Stephen Hawking

but simply cannot love, i am clueless.

if i live off the grid and

leave no carbon footprint,

but i refuse to walk in love,

i am a poor role model in life.

love will wait, however long it might be.

love chooses gentleness over aggression.

love does not want what you have,

is not narcissistic,

won't push others away,

and refuses to be mean.

love does not cut in line,

won't chase you off its lawn,

never carries a grudge.

love doesn't do cartwheels

over another's legal troubles

and won't share fake news.

love yokes itself to the struggling,

listens without judging to pain-filled stories,

believes the best in others,

will never give up or give in.

love can never not be love.

sound bytes will be forgotten,

the latest scam rooted out,

the best-selling book 

will soon gather dust.

we are still in preschool

just learning love's language,

but soon we will be

as fluent as anyone else.

i look in the mirror and

see only my loneliness

but one day, the Beloved

Community will be there,

gathered all around me.

even though i take baby steps,

the day will come when i realize

love has been that beat in my heart

from my very first breath.

faith is so tenacious.

hope is incredibly persistent.

and love?

love is too damn stubborn

to ever give up.

(c) 2023 Thom M. Shuman

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?s

"But strive for the greater gifts. And I will show you a still more excellent way." 1 Corinthians 12:31

in all the clamor

for war, revenge,

justice, defense,

could it be that

peacemaking 

might be a better way?

with all the polarization,

the fracturing of families,

friends, nations into 

angry camps of bitterness,

could it be that

reconciliation 

is the harder journey?

might it be that

when imaginary lines

are drawn down the middle

of families, churches, communities,

even in our hearts,

being willing to step across

and embrace the others

simply, and hopefully, be

the greater gift we can offer?

(c) 2023 Thom M. Shuman

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friggatriskaidekaphobia

"In the path where I walk 

    they have hidden a trap for me." Psalm 142:3b

that ladder i usually

step around on days

like this one? may i

grab it to go work on

a house for a family

living in their car.

that black kitten

crossing the street

towards me? may i

pick it up and cradle it

as i take it home with me.

that mirror i am afraid

of breaking? may i look 

deeply into it and see

those who have been

shattered by my indifference

so i can go and become

a better friend.

(c) 2023 Thom M. Shuman

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highfalutin

"Now concerning spiritual gifts, my siblings, I do not want you to be uninformed." 1 Corinthians 12:1

remind us, Tender One,

that not every spiritual

gift is a highfalutin one.

the gift of napping

calls to mind keeping

the sabbath every day.

the gift of solitude 

is modeled for us by

the very One we follow.

the gift of wonder

is shown to us in 

every baby whose eyes

delight in everything around them.

the gift of gratitude 

is as simple as a prayer

over a hurried lunch and

a whispered 'thank you'

before closing our eyes

and resting in your grace.

(c) 2023 Thom M. Shuman

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all seeing

"The LORD looks down from heaven; he sees all humankind." Psalm 33:13

you sit there,

broken-hearted God,

your head in your hands

and tears running down your cheeks

as you wonder (once again)

why we only care 

for the brokenness of the world

when the hostilities break out,

we only notice the kids

slipping deeper into poverty

as they hide behind their parents

seeking food and shelter at night,

we only look up for you

when we realize we have screwed

things up so much, we need help

we would never ask for 

in a million years.

(c) 2023 Thom M. Shuman

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hankering

"As a deer longs for flowing streams, 

    so my soul longs for you, O God."  Psalm 42:1

as the aging cat

lies in the same spot

(even on driech days)

where the sunbeam 

has a daily appointment with it.

as the dog jumps

into the back seat 

on crisp, autumn days

and stares at the window

until its best friend 

buzzes it down.

as a parent sits 

in the darkened room

waiting for the teenager's

car to pull into the driveway

after an evening out,

so i hanker for you,

God of my aching soul.

(c) 2023 Thom M. Shuman

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may i

"Manasseh was twelve years old when he began to reign; he reigned fifty-five years in Jerusalem. His mother’s name was Hephzibah. He did what was evil in the sight of the LORD," 2 Kings 21:1-2a

rather than the anger

i could speak to others,

may i whisper kindness.

instead of the hurt

i might inflict on another,

may i bathe them in

the healing balm of hope.

before i would judge someone

simply because they are not me,

may i listen to their story and

even more carefully to their soul.

in place of resentment which

could fester into bitterness

and fill my cup with evil,

may i dip my hands in the fountain

of living waters and drink deeply.

(c) 2023 Thom M. Shuman

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depthless

"But those who seek to destroy my life
   shall go down into the depths of the earth;" Psalm 63:9

when the angry voices

try to fuel my own, 

may i whisper hope.

when the carvers of grudges

want to sculpt my image,

may i choose forgiveness.

when the purveyors of prejudice

offer me reduced prices on their stock,

may i invest in justice.

when hate seeks to plant itself

deep into my soul,

may i become a field for your

seeds of love you sprinkle

over me every day.

(c) 2023 Thom M. Shuman

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in the ring

"So I do not run aimlessly, nor do I box as though beating the air;" 1 Corinthians 9:26

it doesn't matter

how many punches,

jabs, crosses i throw,

that heavy bag of my grudges

just hangs there taking every blow.

i try to improve my relationships

with others working out on

cooperation's speed bag,

but when i walk away, i slip on 

my mask and become a lone ranger.

i spend a lot of time shadow boxing

with the Evil One, trying for a KO,

but the wily devil keeps slipping away.

but i will keep coming to your gym

hoping that one day, one day, 

it will all come together.

i hope.

(c) 2023 Thom M. Shuman

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marked

"If you, O Lord, should mark iniquities,
   Lord, who could stand?" Psalm 130:3

we could not 

unless,

like Cain,

you cover us with a rainbow

promising never to abandon us,

you give us a sign that

though we are wandering

far from you we are not alone,

you have tattooed a part

of your name on our soul

even though others despise us,

you remember us

even when everyone else

has deleted us from their contacts.

(c) 2023 Thom M. Shuman

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the gate

'"For the gate is narrow and the road is hard that leads to life, and there are few who find it.'" Matthew 7:14

could it be

we make the road

harder than it need be

by walking it on 

our own terms?

could it be that 

the gate becomes

narrower and narrower

the more calories of

pride we consume?

could it be that more

may find the gate if

we are willing to join

that Beloved Community

rather than searching alone?

(c) 2023 Thom M. Shuman

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rise up!

“'Because the poor are despoiled, because the needy groan,

    I will now rise up,' says the LORD;
'I will place them in the safety for which they long.'”  Psalm 12:5

because the media 

drools over celebrities

more than the vulnerable,

because the powerful

spend every moment trying

to accumulate even more influence,

because the wealthy

push aside the forgotten

to enrich their portfolios,

because those who should

do not care that more and

more children are trapped in poverty,

i will drag you out of your beds

so you will fix breakfast for

the truly hungry, not folks whose

last meal was 10 hours ago,

i will throw clothes on you

so you can go out and guard

the children who are frightened,

i will pull you to your feet

so you will walk until they ache

as you journey with those whose

search for hope and justice

is still on-going.

(c) 2023 Thom M. Shuman

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follow the road

"Truly God is good to the upright, 

    to those who are pure in heart.
But as for me, my feet had almost stumbled;
   my steps had nearly slipped.
For I was envious of the arrogant;
   I saw the prosperity of the wicked."  Psalm 73:1-3

the narcissists get all the press,

and so we think we should

become more self-absorbed.

the knuckleheads get movie deals

which just put more money 

in their already stuffed pockets

and so we feel we should

try to do more shocking things.

and so, slowly, like a dripping

faucet which resists tightening,

we drift further and further

away from you, as we skip down

that road paved with envy's green bricks.

(c) 2023 Thom M. Shuman

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peace, perhaps more

"Pray for the peace of Jerusalem:" Psalm 122:6

we pray for the peace

of cities where senseless violence

takes the lives of innocents

and where teenagers carjack

vehicles simply to prove they can.

we pray for the peace 

of neighborhoods where property

is being bought up by businesses

looking to make huge profits

on homes (after evicting families

who have lived there for years.

we pray for the peace

of rural areas where there 

is so little access to doctors,

mental health care, education,

jobs, growth (despite all the 

promises of politicians who

do not care for anything but votes.

and when we are done praying,

may we go forth to turn our words

in justice, compassion, grace, and love.

(c) 2023 Thom M. Shuman

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in this way

“'Pray then in this way:'" Matthew 6:9a

Holy One, who dances with stars

and sits by the side of the forgotten,

whether babbled by infants

or whispered in fading memories,

your name reminds us who we are.

may that Beloved Community 

crafted in the hopes of your heart

become our family where we are

as we live in your hope, and 

make justice our offering to you.

as you feed us with substance and spirit,

may we work so no one hungers.

and as you set aside your grudges

to forgive our every foolishness,

may we always choose to share mercy.

walk with us, so we will not follow

the pied pipers of seduction,

strengthen us so we will always

choose goodness over evil.

for the Beloved Community is our hope,

your humility is what strengthens our faith,

and your grace reveals 

your true nature to us.  Amen.

(c) 2023 Thom M. Shuman

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i have met the enemy . . .

"For the enemy has pursued me, 

crushing my life to the ground,
making me sit in darkness like those long dead." Psalm 143:3

the fatigue which is

that shadow which refuses

to disappear in the sun,

the fear which giggles

in the closet's shadows

as i hang up my clothes,

the pain which is like

a constrictor slowly trying

to squeeze all my energy out,

the loneliness which seems

to have adopted me as

its long-lost-now-found friend.

it is those little enemies 

which wear me down each day,

not that Enemy i was always

warned about, but seems not

to pay much attention to me.

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worlds apart

“'You have heard that it was said, "An eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth." But I say to you, Do not resist an evildoer. But if anyone strikes you on the right cheek, turn the other also; and if anyone wants to sue you and take your coat, give your cloak as well; and if anyone forces you to go one mile, go also the second mile. Give to everyone who begs from you, and do not refuse anyone who wants to borrow from you.'" Matthew 5:38-42

we shake our heads

and with a wry smile

think to ourselves that,

with all your wisdom

with all your common sense

with all your experience

working with your hands

and walking the dusty roads

with the strugglers and stragglers,

you just don't seem to have

a clue as to how the world operates

and

as you continue to reach out

with your callused hands

so the stragglers and strugglers

can keep up with you 

on the pilgrimage you are guiding,

you smile wryly to yourself,

shaking your head as you wonder,

with all their common sense

with all their 'real world' experience

with all the wikiknowledge they have,

why doesn't anyone have a clue

as to the Beloved Community

just there within their reach

through that thin space called

grace

(c) 2023 Thom M. Shuman

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in peace

"He said to him, 'Go in peace.'” 2 Kings 5:19a

may we live in peace

with those who annoy us

as well as those who

encourage us.

may we speak in peace

to those whose words

drip with anger and those

who are afraid to speak.

may we walk in peace

on pilgrimages to reconcile

our broken neighborhoods

and the shattered places

of our own lives.

ma we go in peace

wherever you would

send us, even into the

most uncomfortable places

we dare imagine.

(c) 2023 Thom M. Shuman

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4:00 a.m.

"O give thanks to the LORD, for he is good; 

    his steadfast love endures forever!"  Psalm 118:1

it's 4:00 a.m.,

and i am wide awake

(once again) trying not

to look at the clock, or

worrying about something

i did or did not put on

that list i left on the counter,

or hoping that the creak

i hear is just the cat

pushing the closet door 

open and not my anxieties

tip-toeing down the hall

ready to sit by the bed

and read my their

evening liturgy, or wondering

why it is that i seem 

to wake up exactly at 4

most mornings (and are

there other folks wide awake

like me, and if so, maybe

we could start some sort

of club?) and perhaps the

biggest question, worry,

wonder of all

does your steadfast love

really endure forever, even

at 4:00 in the morning?

(c) 2023 Thom M. Shuman

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tgif?

"O LORD, you have searched me and known me." Psalm 139:1

you know,

that on this day

there are those who

cannot wait for the weekend

to begin with all its fun,

travels, gatherings, chances

to insta share everything

and

for others,

it is just that long break

of loneliness, thumbing through

old memories and photo albums,

of sitting across from an empty chair,

before Monday with all its

disappointed expectations

shows up once again.

you know,

because you know us

and knowing us

continue to be with us

however we face this

day

(c) 2023 Thom M. Shuman

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and sitting down . . .

“When Jesus saw the crowds, he went up the mountain; and after he sat down, his disciples came to him. Then he began to speak, and taught them, saying:” Matthew 5:1-2

you could have sequestered yourself

writing a 20-volume Summa for us,

but you were out gathering children

on your lap, to tell them jokes 

as you listened gently to their fears.

you might have wandered through

the crowds that followed, autographing

robes, sandals, carpenter's tools, tax books,

but you knelt to draw forgiveness

in the sand pocked by a woman's tears.
you could have questioned us write

and left to see if we could pass the test,

but you challenged us to become

a community with the forgotten,

to embrace the hope offered to us

by those we try to rush by,

to be those tiny seeds of humility

scattered over the rich soil of the arrogant,

to see justice as our daily sacrifice for others,

to practice forgiveness as our language of love,

to see God grinning like a fool
at all the mistakes we make, while 

encouraging us to try, try again.

(c) 2023 Thom M. Shuman

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implausible

“My speech and my proclamation were not with plausible words of wisdom, but with a demonstration of the Spirit and of power,” 1 Corinthians 2:4

rather than grand pronouncements

may we compose silly songs 

which put a smile on the 

tearstained faces of kids.

instead of political platforms

composed of empty words,

let us pass laws which give

paid parental leave to every worker.

before we bind our sermons

(which really say nothing new,

do they?) to sell on the internet,

may we offer the silence 

of the Spirit in our whispers of grace,

the power of hope in our

commitment to justice,

the gentleness of peace

for those opening their hands

in prayer for reconciliation.

© 2023 Thom M. Shuman

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mercy!

"so our eyes look to the LORD our God, 

    until he has mercy upon us." Psalm 123:2c

in your mercy,

may our eyes turn away

from those pied pipers

of mayhem and meanness,

to see your justice at work

in the broken places.

by your mercy,

may our ears tune out

the cries of bitterness

and the shouts of mockery,

so we can hear the whispers

of your compassion.

through your mercy,

may our hearts not be hardened

by the hate poured into them

from all who misuse your 

gospel of love and hope,

but that they might be tenderized

by your tears of grace 

running down your cheeks.

(c) 2023 Thom M. Shuman

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blessings

blessed are

those who fill our emptiness with God's hope;
those who mingle our tears with theirs;
those who care as much for creation                                                                                            as they do for themselves;
those who offer the hungry and thirsty
more than empty promises and emptier pockets;
those who wrap others with the shawl of mercy;
those who see God, not in narcissists and celebrities,
but in all the broken, the imperfect, the vulnerable;
those children who are playmates with peace;
those immigrants who bring the Beloved Community to us.

(c) 2023 Thom M. Shuman

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foolhardy

"For the message about the cross is foolishness to those who are perishing, but to us who are being saved it is the power of God." 1 Corinthians 1:18

while we think we have

answered the question,

'have you been saved?'

clearly and unequivocally,

as long as we believe

politics should solve the

struggle for justice or

that an economic system

can do away with poverty

or reading a few books and

attending a two-day seminar

will eradicate systemic racism

and writing new hymns and liturgies

will turn haters into lovers,

we are still in desperate need

of being saved from ourselves.

(c) 2023 Thom M. Shuman

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O my people

“'O that my people would listen to me,
that Israel would walk in my ways!'” Psalm 81:13

in those stories we hear

over and over from the 

old folks all around us,

seeds of grace are 

planted deep within us.

in the songs of little kids

being made up as the

bath water cools and

they procrastinate getting

out and going to bed,

we hear songs of love.

in the tear-filled anguish

of young people struggling

with gender issues, we listen

to the wounding of their souls

and the healing hope of God

if we but listen

(c) 2023 Thom M. Shuman

Venmo: @Thom-Shuman

mimes

"Brothers and sisters, join in imitating me, and observe those who live according to the example you have in us." Philippians 3:17

i could imitate the

narcissists, pointing

everyone to me, or

i could direct them 

to the ignored around us.

i could mimic those

who mock the struggling

or i could make sure

the vulnerable are honored.

i could turn poverty into a burlesque

stripping the needy of everything,

while the wealthy laugh at them

in a room filled with the 

smoke of contempt or

i could tear the theater down

and build a school where 

justice is not just talked about

but becomes that arc stretching

across the universe.

(c) 2023 Thom M. Shuman

Venmo: @Thom-Shuman 

more

"Yet whatever gains I had, these I have come to regard as loss because of Christ. More than that, I regard everything as loss because of the surpassing value of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord" Philippians 3:7-8a

my face tattooed

in the palms of your hands

is worth far more than

all the letters i could

put after my name.

you whispering 'my beloved'

in my ear as i fall asleep

and when i wake up

means more than any

'amen!' tossed my way.

your grace which grits

my eyes and sands my

rough edges until they

are as smooth as your cheeks

when you hold me close,

is more special than any

paycheck i ever received.

(c) 2023 Thom M. Shuman

Venmo: @Thom-Shuman

play misty for me

"Yet you do not even know what tomorrow will bring. What is your life? For you are a mist that appears for a little while and then vanishes." James 4:14

make me a sprinkler of joy

for little kids and those

in their second childhood

to run through on summer days.

make me a blanket of wonder

for families to use to make 

angels on snow days from school.

make me a hose of justice

which the parched oppressed

may drink from when the powerful

turn their backs on them.

make me a faucet of grace

whose handle has broken off

so it flows through the lives

of the lonely and afraid 

without ever subsiding.

make me a mist of hope

which covers those who

have climbed into that boat

which gently carries them

to the far shore where 

love waits to welcome them.

(c) 2023 Thom M. Shuman

Venmo: @Thom-Shuman

first love

"I love the LORD, because he has heard
   my voice and my supplications." Psalm 116:1

because

you hear the anguished

cries of those living through

the worst people can do to them

before tuning into my pity party

when i stub my toe on privilege,

when

you turn toward the voices

of folks who have no money

or influence to offer the power brokers

rather than listening to my

country song about how hard

it is to get into my way-too-expensive

big old truck i drive for show,

since 

you sit with your hands

wrapped tight around 

the cold coffee cup trying

not to break it into pieces

listening to the story of the

person traumatized from being

trafficked since age 12 while

i pick up my 3rd mocha latte

in an hour and slide into the

corner to watch soft porn

on my brand new laptop,

i fall in love with you

even more than the 

first time we met.

(c) 2023 Thom M. Shuman

Venmo: @Thom-Shuman

tongue tied

"So also the tongue is a small member, yet it boasts of great exploits. How great a forest is set ablaze by a small fire! And the tongue is a fire." James 3:5-6a

we think we are just

whispering behind the 

backs of another but

their soul is burned to a crisp

as if from a GOT dragon,

we utter a simple word

of mockery towards another

never noticing how it becomes

a match setting a bonfire

of pain in their heart,

and

we never noticing how

the bitterness bubbling

deep within our brokenness

turns into flames dancing

on the tips of our tongues.

(c) 2023 Thom M. Shuman

Venmo: @Thom-Shuman

where?

"Help, O LORD, for there is no longer anyone who is godly; 

   the faithful have disappeared from humankind.
They utter lies to each other;
   with flattering lips and a double heart they speak." Psalm 12:1-2

maybe we are 

looking in the wrong

places and faces,

for the godly

are in dumpsters

separating trash

from recyclables,

the faithful 

are giving up time

on their devices 

to devise opportunities

for those seeking hope,

the single hearted

are focused on caring

for the forgotten,

the honest 

are holding accountable

those who see themselves

as self-appointed saviors.

(c) 2023 Thom M. Shuman

Venmo: @Thom-Shuman

wastral

"But as for me, my feet had almost stumbled; 

   my steps had nearly slipped.
For I was envious of the arrogant;
  I saw the prosperity of the wicked." Psalm 73:2-3

i spent so much

filling my closets

with the latest from

the haughty couture shops,

i had to buy into

those ponzi schemes

which promised all the riches

i saw piled up on the tables

of the banquets of all the

Metabillionaires and X-men,

until you grabbed me

by the scruff of my soul

to set my weary feet

back on the path of simplicity.

(c) 2023 Thom M. Shuman

Venmo: @Thom-Shuman

for all the Jerusalems

"Pray for the peace of Jerusalem:"  Psalm 122:6

for cities where violence

is heard almost every hour

of every day and every night

and where guns seem as easy

to carry as loose change,

Lord, hear our prayers.

for suburbs and neighborhoods

where cars are stolen as easily

as packages off front porches

and 13 year-olds lead car chases

just like they have seen in videos

until they end up in situations 

and places not shown on their devices,

Lord, hear our prayers.

for rural areas where folks

cannot get broadband service,

physical or mental health care, 

but the pandemic of opioids 

is as strong as it was (if not 

worse) then when it started,

Lord, hear our prayers.

for nursing homes where 

staff is lacking and folks are 

not getting the care they need

and in costly retirement communities

where privilege masks abject 

loneliness and fears of dying,

Lord, hear our prayers.

for houses on quiet streets

in 'sought for' neighborhoods

where people abuse partners,

where children are ignored,

where fear lurks in every corner

behind shuttered windows and

in every heart behind shattered love,

Lord, hear our prayers.

(c) 2023 Thom M. Shuman

Venmo: @Thom-Shuman

night prayer

"O LORD, God of my salvation, 

    when, at night, I cry out in your presence,
let my prayer come before you;
   incline your ear to my cry."  Psalm 88:1-2

it is in the shadows

creeping across the lawn

that i find the silence

in which i can offer you

all that brokenness

i could not reveal to 

anyone during the day.

it is in the gathering evening

that i can take off that 

confident face and show you

the tear-stained wrinkles

and still that bold, confident

voice so you can hear 

the cracks in my whispers.

it is when i lie on my bed

surrounded by all the ghosts

of the stuffed animals which

protected me for so, so long

that i can hang my mature,

adult self in the closet, as 

i long to curl up in your lap

as you sing lullabies to me

all night long, if needed.

(c) 2023 Thom M. Shuman

Venmo: @Thom-Shuman